i can have people going into court with a flu virus. despite being reminded a million times to take care of themselves. the result. not being able to move. losing the game totally.
i can have people giving up even before the game. say die even before they try. shuttles and strokes were SHIT. totally SHIT i can tell you.
i can have people not stroking or getting ready before their game. NOT AT ALL. even though it's obvious that the 1ST SINGLES is already in her 2nd set, matchpoint. they are still seated on the bench. if they like it so much, they can continue sitting there for the rest of the year.
i can have people going into the court with a muscle ache. staying in court for less than 10mins. only to tell me after the match that she did SBJ in the morning. resulting in the muscle aches.
despite me trying to get my ankle healed over the weekends. despite me trying to recover from my cramps and take panadols so that i can ensure that i'm in a tip-top condition before i enter the court. you girls just dashed my hopes totally. you lose confidence even before you step into the court. no fight. NO FIGHT at all.
disappointed. upset. i totally understand coach's feeling now. =(
